Sit on your ass and complain about it.

Listen to me gripe?

my mom has been getting to me the past few days. she nags, and complains (i know, im totaly one to talk), but she just leaves no room for anyone else to be right. the worst part? my daddy, whom i used to look up to, admire, and love, acts like i dont matter. he loves my mom, and me and harper are just an incoveniece to him. he only says he loves us because he has to. even when my mother is completely in the wrong, he'll take her side. why? i just want to know what goes through his head when he treats his little girls like that.

but on the [somwhat] lighter side... A BOY???!!!
mabey? i realllly like him, but i have nooooo idea what he thinks of me. he's a year ahead, but we have one class together [its an elective, so no, he did not fail] and we talk some times. mabey im just overly hopeful? i have no clue, but i wish! oh i do i do i do! sometimes he says things that make me melt inside, but other times, he doesnt talk to me at all? i dont even know what to think. but i really do like this guy! i tend to have this thing about commitment. whenever i get really close to a guy, i sabotage myself, and screw it all up. i think about it too much, and get freaked out and then distance myself, so nothing ever happens. but this time i went through that usuall freak-out stage... and then it passed. it passed! i got scared, but then i just blew it off. i hope something happens with this.
hope with me?